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Tumblrfriends.
I am done with my LDR. I can’t do it anymore.
i don’t know how to talk to him.
The other night dear, as I lay sleeping..
I dreamt I held you in my arms. But when I awoke dear, I was mistaken. So I hung my head and cried. You are my sunshine, my only sunshine. You make me happy when skies are gray. You’ll never know dear, how much I love you. Please don’t take my sunshine away.
LOL when I was in Portland, Phil and I actually did this…
e408y said: how so?
I went to Portland to visit my boyfriend of a year and a half. I had to leave on Tuesday to come back. Needless to say I am not doing well. I’m not okay. I miss him. I love him. And I really need to be with him. The night I got home I talked to my mom about moving there. I don’t have anything going for me in this town that I am in. I’m working at a dead end job. I have little friends.
While I was away I missed my mother, my friend, and my cat. That is it. I did not miss “home” one bit. In talking to my mom and a few others about it. I feel like I’m not getting the support and love that I need.
My heart aches. I don’t feel well. I know that as the days and weeks go on that we are apart more that we both will start feeling a little better and that it will get a tiny bit easier.
This time apart needs to go by fast. And when things start falling together I can only hope and pray they fall together the way we want them to, efficiently.
I’m in love, I’m in love, and I don’t care who knows it!
HOLYFUCK.
I just want to scream or cry.
or.
both.
i don’t want to be here.
i want/need to be back in portland.
they say home is where the heart is.
he has my heart.
when i’m with him,
i am home.
i wish i had someone…but hes it. hes the only one. there is not a single person other than my mother that will sit and listen to me cry, complain, be happy, be angry, be sad, anything…other than him. hes my heart and soul. and i love him more than anything.
please dear god,
if its not too much to ask…please let things start falling into place quickly..and correctly..thank you..
sincerely, jena.
Is when he should be coming home to visit. :3
I will absolutely die if it is right around my birthday.
That would be the best birthday present ever. <3
my life.
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